Nervous

I find every breath a struggle.
The beating in my heart explodes through my ears
The tears soak my face, forever leaving them wet
My head throbs with a migraine that casts my mind into haze
The stones in my stomach go in for a dive
As I start to feel a sense of vertigo

The Fight

I am always left alone
Far behind every one else
All those I love and care for
Seem to slip away…

My life feels empty and dead
Like a lifeless broken shard
With my tears hidden in my eyes
My heart turns hollow and black…

I always seem to feel so lonely
That empty feeling inside
My mind wants to give in
Yet my heart and soul want to fight…

I hear my heart still beating
I hope there is some happiness to come
I still cry some nights
When I am left alone…

That One Song...

That One Song

That one song....describes who you are.

That one song.....describes what you mean to me.

That one song....keeps me thinking of you.

That one song....takes my heart to unknown levels.

That one song.....describes our passion...our love.

That one song....takes my mind down memory lane.

That one song....means the world to me.

And just like that one song....i can't get you out of my head.

fading

your faith in me fades
when you see those bloody blades
you begin to hate
I see it as my fate
my life spins
and my head is pinned
to this earth
I can't stand this existence
it eats at my insides
I need your help, to free me
I want something different
out of this life

Annoyed

Music flows through my skull

As I toss the ball to and fro,

For I am laying here, trying Oh so hard to rid you from my mind

Your words swarm my head

In the sound of the music

The music pauses but your words do not budge

My foot connects with the ball and all else is lost

For you are finally blocked from my thoughts.